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Tomorrow would have been my due date if I had not had the first miscarriage.
I am feeling really emotional, though not mournful if that makes sense. I was a week early with my daughter, so it's not like the exact date itself has any meaning.
We were supposed to go to the beach this weekend and I was planning a starlight talk with my little one by the ocean, but now there are two hurricanes on the way, so I will have to think about what I want to do.
I'm not really sure why I am posting this except that I needed to tell someone (other than dh), and you all are the only ones I know who will understand.
I feel like I have more to say, but I don't know how to put it in to words. That best captures how I am feeling I guess. I feel full. Full of emotions and words, but at a loss to sort them out.
As always, thanks so much for being there.
Trying to get my bearings...