I know how devastating it is to have a miscarriage and I'm hoping that what I write brings a little bit of hope and happiness to some of you.
I got pregnant in February of 99'. We were very happy, of course, and started loving this baby immediately. However, I started feeling like the pregancy was going right and I ended up having a miscarriage in April of 99', at 8 weeks. I was devastated and fell into a bad funk for a couple months.
The baby was due on November 19. I always felt that it was a little boy that would some day come back to us.
I got pregnant again 4 months later and now we have a 21 month old little girl. I often talked to my husband about having one more child because I felt this little soul still needed to come to us. I thought we would try again this February for a November baby again.
However, It turns out that I am pregnant right now
This was not a planned pregnancy but my husband said he felt something that day while we were having sex. Anyhow, I didn't think much about it until I thought I might be having some pregnancy symptoms. So, I went to the calender to figure out what the EDD would be and I noticed that the day this baby was conceived was.....NOVEMBER 19TH
This was not planned at all and i thought it was simply awesome to witness the universe working it's magic!