the bleeding is finally slowing down, but i feel like in some way i don't weant it to be over. once it's over, that's it. there will be nothing else to the process, y a know. is it starnge of me to feel like i am not ready for the bleeding to stop? is it wierd that i am not ready for this to be over? anyone else feel that? i also feel like everyone around me just wantes me to ok, and be over it. not dh, buteveryon else!
ok, i am going to end this here. i am sorry if it is so fragmented, this is how my head i s right now. thanks for letting me purge this info out. i needed to do it soo honestly and openly. most people don't seem to want to know that stuff.
hugs to all
Please know that you are welcome here. As you feel ready, I encourage you to share more about how you are feeling. You are wanted and needed here.
love and peace to you mama...
this is an amazing place to get support- write whenever you need help...
Love and a peaceful healing to you..
Mama to 9 so far:Mother of Joey (20), Dominick (13), Abigail (11), Angelo (8), Mylee (6), Delainey (3), Colton (2) and Baby 8 and Baby 9 coming sometime in July 2013. If evolution were true, mothers would have three arms!
And it makes perfect sense to me that you would feel like you didn't want the bleeding to end. It's final then. And yes, I too felt that people around me expected me to be "better" or "back to normal."
This is life-changing event. Give yourself lots and lots of time to grieve.
Single Mom to 3 (12, 17 & 21) and .