Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Brevard County Florida
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I arrived with her at the hospital this afternoon to start her induction (home now they are starting wth cervidil tonight pit 9 am if she needs any additional help) once i got into gear all my anxiety went away, ill be back early am to be with er all day tomarrow, reflecting to the anxiety now, i think perhaps (this sounds aweful) she had educated herself and empowered herself sooooo much far surpassing any client i have ever had, that i felt i need to SUPER perform?!? im not sure if that makes sense, i strive to empower my clients not to just coach, not sure what the issue was, but once i got into gear today it was gone, put on my "doula" hat centered myself and presto! If im babbling or not making sense its way past my bedtime, has anyone ever had these temp feelings? This was the first time for me, i also wonder if the fact that this is the first baby since DEC for me had anything to do with it, i typically have 2 a month?!? any love would be great!