I was so excited I almost jumped when I found out I get a whole two weeks off for Xmas break. But now I scared. What on earth am I going to do with myself for two whole weeks. I'll have time to think. Since this whole awful divorce mess started I haven't had to sit down and think. Just react and deal with life. Find a job, move, do the job. Huge change for me going from stay at home mom that does it all to single working full time mom that does it all. I don't want to have time to think. I haven't even had time to find the kids some Christmas gifts. My kids are at the active age where they need to be driven places almost every night. We live now, in the middle of nowhere. The nearest Walmart is an hour drive. I'm ok at work, but the nights are hard. I have no idea how to handle break.