It's been two weeks today since he walked out on our family. It's been three days since the due date of our daughter who died inside me last year. And I feel... I feel surprisingly ok. Over the past fortnight a lot more has come to light about the extent of his infidelity - I know now that he has been sleeping with other men since before our son was even born. And I think that, as devastating as that has been to hear, it's given me the peace of knowing that there was nothing I could do. It wasn't my fault. No matter how hard I tried to be more this, or more that, or less me, it would never have mattered. And that has made my way a little clearer, knowing that there's no way back and it's onwards and upwards for me and my beautiful children now.
Hugs to you mama. Sounds like you are on the right path. Up and onward from here! You are a strong mama and you will find your way <3
~Mama to my boys~ to a teen, a tween & a toddler and surro-mama to twins and their sister
Livin' in the sticks with my chicks and lovin' it!
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