Hi all, i never thought I would be writing, but I'm just having a real hard time. I thought I was so in love, had chosen to be with someone who wanted to support our decisions to breastfeed, etc. I have a 4yo and a 6 month old, and my husband just left us a month ago. Now he tells me his life was a living hell, that he wishes he could take dd and just give her formula (it's not like she'll wither away and die, he says).
What do you do? Everytime my ds goes away to be with him I just want to die of lonliness. I don't understand why any of this is happening to me, I always tried to do my best. When my ex comes to see the baby, I don't know how to act. I still feel so much for him, but how could I ever love someone who could do these things to me.
Everyone says go get counseling but he goes back and forth on it. I just get so pissed off, i'm so angry that he can just leave, be a one or two day a week father when I'm on my own now. I guess I'll be getting served papers pretty soon now for joint custody.
This is all too crazy & I don't know how to deal with it.