Well, my lovely and beatiful mamas.... Not a damn thing going on here in San Antonio (at least with me. Lots of other odd and unusual things going on, I'm sure. But, again, not with me) Are you seeing a pattern here?
We haven't had a day with nice sunshine in at least 2 weeks. Which is okay, but then it is humid and well, there. 70-80 degrees, mega humidity.... Everything I despise about San Antonio in the Spring and Summer. However, the wildflowers are growing and they're pretty.
My oldest three kids brought home their report cards today. I LOVE report card day. Connor has a 100 in Language Arts, 99 in Reading, 95 in mathematics, 95 in social studies, 97 in science.... Did I mention he's a smart kiddo? We had to take the Texas Assesment of Kowledge and Skills reading portion a few weeks ago. He got his results back. A PERFECT SCORE!!!!!!!! As you can see, I am extremely proud of this young gentleman who blessed me with his presence almost 9 years ago. He rocks. I told him so. I also owe him a trip to the book store. What a guy.
Natalie and Duncan are also doing well in their schooling. They are expected to meet their goals by the end of the year in verbal capabilities. Duncan has finally consented to potty training. Natalie still freaks when we mention it. They are 3 3/4 years old. And, as far as I am concerned, they need to be potty trained.
Today, I was as busy as I could be... I got my linen closet organized. I cooked a humongous dinner (if I didn't the veggies and meat would've rotted). We had roast, rice, gravy, fresh corn, fresh green beans, and fresh tomatoes.
After, the kids had cookies and cream ice cream. I hit the fig newtons and the orange juice. Thank you so much to whomever mentioned prilosec and tums. It's working!!!!
I convinced Hunter to have a relaxing drink of Mama Milk at 2pm this afternoon and then I realised that these days of just me and Hunter, relaxing and nursing are almost over. That overwhelmed me....Big time. I cried and cried and cried and cried. Then I got over it.... But this evening, same thing. I am just devastated. I know it will pass and I will be okay and everything will fall into its place, such as it is, but right now, all I want is Hunter to be okay with this whole new baby thing. And I want ME to be okay with this new baby thing. I mean, Adam's birth is imminent for me. Probably within the next week. Part of me just keeps saying that's soooo far away. Ummm, NO, Its NOT!
Does anyone else feel this way? I know it's normal... but it isn't always easy....