Oh...I'm stunned. Really stunned. I'm so sorry for your loss...It's a spontaneous termination, although thank god the babies themselves are fine. I do hope you have some good support at home. Thinking of you... andy
Nemmer- that must be quite a blow. I am so sorry that happened to you, but you never know if this is the birthmother's final decision. As the babies are getting bigger, the mother is probably becoming more bonded to them and hesitant to let them go, but she may also come to her senses and realize why she wanted to put them up for adoption initially. I will keep my fingers crossed... There are lots of babies in need of good mommies in this world, if these twins aren't meant for you, you will find another baby who is.
Thanks mamas. Your love and thoughts do bring a small bit of comfort.
She may change her mind again, it is true. I certainly hope she does. But I can't afford, emotionally, to cling to that hope, so for now I'm just mourning the loss. I've never felt pain quite this deep before.