Okay, I'm gonna vent for a minute because I think you gals may understand a bit, while my dh is clueless.
Our u/s is tomorrow. I'm SO excited. I can't wait to see this baby w/my own eyes & hopefully find out if we're having a boy or girl. The most important thing is of course a healthy baby, which is where I'm freaking out.
I used to work in an infant & fetal mortality program before I had dd. I coordinated the program, reviewed medical records, entered interviews w/families into the database, created reports, etc. I saw SO many horrible things. It was really hard when I was preg w/dd, I was worried about everything. Stillbirth, PTL, anomolies, etc. Now, I'm at that place again where I'm nervous about going tomorrow, because I'm scared they'll find something wrong with the baby. I think I just know too many bad things that can/do happen & freak myself out about them. I'm pretty young (30), healthy & have had a healthy pregnancy/baby. I'm just terrified I'll find out the baby has some sort of horrible abnormality. My dh says he isn't worried at all. I'm sure he is, but he's just being optimistic.
Does anyone else have fears like this? Or am I just a nut?