I needed to vent, I have spent the past hour on the verge of tears,
Yesterday I was at the elementary school and every mom came up to me and told me I was way too small to be 30 weeks, some moms mentioned that at least they can tell that I am pregnant now and they are surprised it took this long for me to look pg.
tuesday, I went to a creative memories party and the consultant asked when I was due, I told her May and she said oh my god I thought you were just barely pg.
These people have no clue that their comments are super stressing me out. I have known I had low amniotic fluid volume since 17 weeks, the levels were on the 2.5 percentile scale (?) and remained the same when I had the 26 weeks follow up, at that ultrasound they said the baby was growing well and the percentage of fluid had not decreased, so I should have been reasured and moved on, but my fundal height hasn't increased in three weeks and I think I look smaller than I did a month ago. I also haven't gained any weight in the past month, and I had only gained (pre preg weight 127) 14 pounds before this.
I keep trying to focus on the fact that the baby moves all of the time big moves and rolls
I feel better when I go to the midwife, but for the next two weeks I worry more and more each day.
Everything I described can be written off as "normal" and I probably wouldn't worry if it was only 1 thing that was a little odd. but three borderline problems and I am in a panick.
thanks for reading this far, my husband doesn't want to talk about it because he thinks that then it might happen
: I have another mw appointment next wed and I am going to request another ultrasound and maybe another consult with the ob that I saw at the beginning of my pregnancy.
I really needed to get this out.