Hang in there Crystal! Do you have anyone who can come in to help you? It sounds like you could use a little extra support right now. Don't be shy about calling people up. Even if they can just come and play with your older kids for a while while you snuggle up with Lauren. The best advice for slow weight gain is lots of time in bed, skin to skin contact, frequent feeding and dozing. Try to let other things go for a while. I'll be thinking of you!