Join Date: Jun 2004
Location: I prefer REALITY, How about You????
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Well I am still here too. Dh & I did the deed & still nothing, all that work for nothing, ha ha! It is hard to move around anymore. My nipples are sore from so much stimulation.
I ended up staying home & really cleaning my house yesterday. My friend brought me lunch. I even mopped the bathroom & entry way on hands & knees. Today I will do the kitchen, not sure if it will be hands & knees since that did not really help.
I had moments of body failure espisodes yesterday. I even cried. I told her to come out. I had DH & DD & DS tell her to come out. It is really getting hard to trust my body. I know if I walked into that hospital right now & my Doc was on, or any Doc, they would C-Sec me in a heartbeat. I think about that now. (It is not what I want, but at times I seem so desperate.) I just keep telling myself, I am not "overdue", 42 weeks is overdue. I can grow a baby, I can birth a baby. If I can ovulate & have periods, I can start labor, right??? I am not broken, I am not broken. She will be born when she wants to be born.
(Why is it that we tell ourselves these things & then the slightest doubt creeps in & tears it all apart!!!!!
I am so glad I am not alone. Not that I want everyone as miserable as me, but it helps to know I am not alone. Have a great day ladies. Soon, very soon our babies will be born, healthy & strong.
Cristina - "If you find it in your heart to care for somebody else, you will have succeeded." Maya Angelou