Dd2 is one year old next week. I love both of my children. We don't have financial problems. I have been able to stay home this year and I can now potentially decide what I want to do- study, work, start something. So why don't I care? Why can't I remember more than one or two things at a time ând eventhen for 5 minutes? I only want to stay in bed and sleep. I have zero motivation. I don't remember simple things and can't stay on top of chores or stuff that needs to be done. I procranstinate to point that the situation becomes critical.
Dd2 has been challenging, but had some food issues that took me awhile to work out. It led to very little sleep for a long time for either of us. But otherwise she is a good baby. Dd1 is a good kid too, not particualrly high needs. Goes to preschool. We moved last year to a new country and I still am not fluent in the language much to my shame. Even that I can't seem to get organized. I applied to teh uni here for that and now I have lost teh proof of payment for teh placement test. Which is on Monday. If everything goes well I will start on Sept 20. We still have no childcare solution for dd2 and no afterschool one for dd1. Why? Why didn't I get this taken care of? I knew it was coming.
What is wrong with me? Is this part of ppd? After dd1 I worked and it was never so hard. I love my kids but I don't think I am a good sahm. I am at my wits end. DH is getting frustrated with it too. But I have no explanation.
Dd2 has been challenging, but had some food issues that took me awhile to work out. It led to very little sleep for a long time for either of us. But otherwise she is a good baby. Dd1 is a good kid too, not particualrly high needs. Goes to preschool. We moved last year to a new country and I still am not fluent in the language much to my shame. Even that I can't seem to get organized. I applied to teh uni here for that and now I have lost teh proof of payment for teh placement test. Which is on Monday. If everything goes well I will start on Sept 20. We still have no childcare solution for dd2 and no afterschool one for dd1. Why? Why didn't I get this taken care of? I knew it was coming.
What is wrong with me? Is this part of ppd? After dd1 I worked and it was never so hard. I love my kids but I don't think I am a good sahm. I am at my wits end. DH is getting frustrated with it too. But I have no explanation.