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Wow, that must be scary. I am completely not qualified to tell you it's medical or not, but it sounds like you've had the relevant tests and you should be getting some peace of mind from that.
I have had really similar experiences that, in my case, are anxiety/PPD related. It's always at bedtime, always short of "panic attack" mode, but I just *know* I would be fine if I could mentally pull myself out, like if at that exact moment I were at a big, distracting party and not in my bedroom, I feel confident I'd be feeling ok. That knowledge helps me talk myself down.
Enjoying my plummet off the deep end mommy with two (2005) and (2007)