I'll be okay. Two more hours until the kids go to bed. Then I'll shower. I'll get fast food once DH is home from work.. not the best idea but it'll comfort me for the night, I know that. I can go into urgent care tomorrow then. I am just not looking forward to this because I had to fight our insurance/dr to get DH help earlier this year.. and I know I'll be in for a fight again for myself. :/ Oh well.
I would have my BF or MIL come over but I need to clean more and have no desire to do so.. and it absolutely frustrates me to know someone sees my messy house, so it's not worth them coming over (plus MIL would just push me to tell her what is up). It's more trouble than it's worth basically.
Sorry, not trying to shoot down ideas nor sound so down in the dumps. I'm just trying to make it through tonight. Just knowing that DH isn't work Sat or Sun is making me feel a wee bit better at least.