I wish there was something I could say that could take your pain away or even explain why your beautiful son is gone. I'm so, so very sorry for your loss. Please know that we're all here for you and thinking of you.
oh no, i'm not seeing this until now. i'm so, so sorry for your loss. mama, i have a friend who went through something very similar, including carrying the baby in the sling when it happened. her son lived for another 19 months, but eventually passed due to complications from the initial incident. i'm only telling you this because i'm sure she would be willing to email you and provide support. if you want to be put in touch with her, please PM me.