I have tried a couple of pregnancies for an UC. My first attempted UC was with my 5th pregnancy. I did labor at home up until transition and then I hit my "freak-out" moment when I wanted everything to go away. The pregnancy, the labor, everything. I go through it with all of my labors. The second time was with my twins and I just couldn't get myself comfortable with delivering them at home with one breech. It was purely my own comfort level. This pregnancy is a singleton and I would, once again, try to deliver at home. We can't afford a midwife out of pocket until insurance reimburses us, and I do NOT want to deliver in the hospital. Again.
I will be going back through the previous posts here since the last time I was on this board was before this NEW setup. There use to be some GREAT links and information in this section of the forums. I hope its still here.