Learning to NAK.
Just got home from my hospital stay, wanted to let everyone know what happened. Labored at home from 2:30 Fri morn, when I woke up to my water breaking, till about 9 when I started involuntary pushing, As the pushing went on, I started bleeding with each. At 10 we decided it was too bad & transported, The hosp, was better than I would have expected, but obviously not what I wanted. Beatrice was born at 1106. We're well and healthy, I'm still not sure what went wrong. I was pushing on a bit of cervix when i got there, but they didn't say anything about a cervical tear. The OB was not exactly personable, but most of the rest of the staff was great.
More later. I've got a lot of processing to do, I think.