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I was just diagnosed as bipolar not long ago. (I started a thread called "Depression, PMDD and bipolar?")
I am still adjusting to exactly what bipolar *is*- other than mood swings. Which parts of me come from the bipolar. There are a lot of things I didn't know were part of it.
Sometimes, I feel like I don't understand how the world works and that makes me feel nervous. A lot of times, I feel like I might be rejected for 'acting weird". That people might look down on me for running away, or being emotionally unstable. What I need most, most of the time, is just someone I can go to and not be judged. To just get hugs and know I'm loved no matter what. When this is not there, I feel I get worse - to the point of becoming detached with reality.