I don't really know where to go. I have been "trying to fix myself" for years. My cycles are pretty much 6 mo of deep depression and then maybe 3-5 weeks of "up."
I feel sad for my kids.
and myself.
I am not able to get myself help. I am trying, but I always stop at some point just out of inability to function cognitively.
I have asked dh to "do it for me." but he doesnt. He may be depressed too.
I dont know how to do this. Its not like "Just call the doctor and get some pills." I am low income so I have to jump through a million hoops and I dont have the energy.
Anyone else understand?
I feel sad for my kids.
I am not able to get myself help. I am trying, but I always stop at some point just out of inability to function cognitively.
I have asked dh to "do it for me." but he doesnt. He may be depressed too.
I dont know how to do this. Its not like "Just call the doctor and get some pills." I am low income so I have to jump through a million hoops and I dont have the energy.
Anyone else understand?