I've been having a rough few days over here. If it wasn't for my bf and the ptsd of hospitals, I think dh would have taken me a 2 nights ago.
DH stayed homefrom work with me yesterday and is leaving work shortly to come home again. I'm havign some major serious depression over here. My therapist is out of town until tomorrow too. I even concidered letting dh take me to the er but I think they'd want me to stay and I just cannot do that.
On other subjets, Lisa we have the same mobile over our changing table
Miss E loves it when we take one of the bugs off and give it to her to play with. Clothing storage, we don't have attic or basement, living in an aprtment. We either put in rubermaid (or el-cheapo) in clostes or get the under the bed storage. I also try to periodricly go through stuff and get rid of some of it to make sure we odn't collect too muhc junk. I think that's a left over from moving 7x in 8 years most of it with little notice.
On the house, my mum's bid got accepted. They're doing the home inspection Mon at 8:30AM, my mum says she's all apporved for the $$ with a workable budget. She's set to close 31 August. I hope nothing falls through. This house will be almost perfect. We'll have a decent sixed yard with room for a garden, it has a deck, an eat in kitchen, a dining room, a living room, 1.5baths (with the 1/2 being off the 2nd florr bedrooms) 2 bedrooms on the 2nd floor and a huge huge bedroom on the 3rd floor. It does need some work, but nothing major, except decarating (wood panaling through out with shag carpet with shaed os brown and orage, except fir the hot pink shag carpeted 1/2 bath :Puke ) the 3rd floor bedroom does need a lot of work, the vinal floor is peeling up, it needs a door, the panaling removed, to be painted and prob needs a new window and some minor electiral (like a couple more outlets) That room is really the biggest thing that need to be done. The rental unit needs a new tub surround a borked window fixed and a hole in wall patched and some big cleaning (the guy who's living there now is a major slob) luckuily the 3rd flr bedroom of the rental side is in really good condition so its fine to rent out as is.
I just keep trying to picture us in the house, where our stuff would go, the kids playing on the deck as I'm cooking in the kitchen, what we'll grow in the garden etc to maybe the universe will smile down on us and everything will go smoothly.
I think I'm going to burn some nag champa (I grew up two doors down from a budhist temple and the smell always gives me a nice peaceful feeling) and brew up a pot of tea