Join Date: Apr 2002
Location: Indianapolis, Indiana
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It looks like I'm joining you. I'm kind of in a state of shock about it.
I wasn't TTC, but all of a sudden last week coffee just stopped sounding interesting to me, so I started to wonder. I had an old pregnancy test sitting around, so I used it last night, and got one line. Then, about half an hour ago, I got out the trash, and noticed that there were now two lines. I about fell over from shock.
I am feeling a lot of anxiety about being pregnant right now. While I wanted to TTC eventually, this is early than I expected. I wanted my kids to be further apart in age than this. And I feel so unprepared. The last time I got pregnant, I had researched compulsively ahead of time, and this time I haven't done anything to prepare. I live in a new area and don't have a midwife here. And I'm not sure what to do about work -- November falls in a bad time in the school year. I hate to sit out the whole semester for that.
I also have two previous miscarriages, and I'm nervious I'll have another.
Oh, and apparently I was pregnant when I gave blood last week.
Despite all my misgivings, I feel excited about this. But oh so nervous.