Well, girls.... Looks like my time is coming.
Today I've been such a basket of emotions. My 24 hour urine bucket came back at .5 Nurse said anything over .3 is considered high.
My bloodwork still keeps coming back negative. So no elevated liver or platelet's yet!!
Nurse and doc released me today, but nurse told me that I'm probably being kept tomorrow. I did my best to get the latest appt I could - 2pm, because I have lots to do.
When I left, I called DH and I was fine. Then I called sister and started getting weepyish. Then, I called my mom and started crying.
I can't pinpoint what has me so emotional. Not sure if it's the fact that after 15 years of ttc - this is it. My pregnancy is coming to a close.
Or, is that what has me emotionally bent? Is it that I'm really going to miss being pregnant. I like the special attention that DH gives me and I really love having those little 'beans' kicking and moving around inside. They've just recently started doing the alien thing and I'm so going to miss that.
Then, another thing that's got me sad is the fact of the possible hospital stay. It's just not how I envisioned the perfect delivery. But, of course, whatever it takes to have healthy babies and a healthy mommy.
I'm hoping I can bring my laptop to the hospital. If not, I'll be lost without you guys. I'll have to have my sis (Momma2Emerson) post to you guys.
For some reason Oct 23 has been a date that has stuck in my mind for a couple of weeks now. So, I wonder if I've known all along that would be the date? I guess it's not really my call either. It's going to be the docs. BUT, I am going to do everything I can (including begging and pleading to Peri) to keep these babies in, until at least 36 weeks.
Well, think of me please, pray for good things and an easy delivery!!!
I also want to say again how thankful I am that I found you all! You all have been such a wonderful source of knowledge and friendship.
Thanks and best of luck to everyone!
and best of luck to you all! I'll post as soon as I can with an update.