Is anyone overly concerned about gaining weight?
I used to have an eating disorder a few years ago, and even though I got better I would still Yo-Yo diet. I had just gained about 15lbs whn i found out i was pregnant and I realized I couldnt diet like I normally would because it would hurt the baby. So, now I feel incredibly fat and stuck this way and I know i'll only get bigger. I know it's shallow, maybe it's my hormones making me so upset about it.
Sometimes I dont care but sometimes I care too much! lol
Also I have to go to the beach in august, and normally if i was at this weight i'd crach diet ( i know its bad) to lose the weight, but i cant now and i just feel like a blimp.
Also, i've been eating healthy meals ever since I found out and i've gained 5 more pounds.
Sorry, i just wanted to vent.