Two years later when we found out I was pregnant again, I made an appointment with Dr. Guilliams, excited about having a VBAC with a doctor who would support me. That first appointment was not what I expected. I waited for 45 minutes in the waiting room, saw the nurse and then Dr. Guilliams came in for about 5 minutes. When I told him I wanted a VBAC, his first response was “Oh, Yuck!!” he then proceeded to lay on the scare tactics and tell me that sure I could try to VBAC as long as I had a picture perfect pregnancy. I knew it was time to look elsewhere. Homebirth had been something we considered with our first so I started looking for a midwife to attend me at home. A friend had birth 2 babies at home with Pat Jones, so I made an appointment with her and we were on our way to a homebirth. I loved that my previous Csection was never an issue with her; I think I was the only one who ever brought it up after our initial meeting. She believed that I could have a natural birth and so did I, I wouldn’t have to fight for what I wanted every step of the way.
John was scheduled to go back to work for 4 days on Monday the 3rd, I mentioned to him the Thursday before that I really felt like the baby might come that weekend. We went to the beach on Saturday to take some pregnancy photos and on Sunday night at about 10:00 I had my first contraction, 10 minutes later another followed and they continued, we went to bed and I was able to sleep through them for a while. I fully expected to wake the next morning and it be a false alarm. But by 2:00 am Monday morning when they picked up to 7 min. apart and I couldn’t sleep through them anymore, I began to think this might be the real thing. At 6 am I called into work and told John he wouldn’t be leaving either. I put in a call to the midwife, doula and my mom, giving them a heads up and tried to continue on with our day as normally as possible, pausing every 5-10 min. to deal with a contraction. They continued every 5-10 min. all day, but were not all that intense and I was able to ignore them mostly. We actually went into Houston and did some shopping at the Galleria. Of course around 10 pm they picked back up again, just in time to keep me from getting a good nights rest. We had an appointment scheduled with the midwife for 12:00 Tuesday, when we got there the contractions had spaced back out to 7-10 min. She did a vaginal exam and said I was a stretchy 2 and was able to stretch me to a 3 easily. We left there with instructions to rest as much as possible and assume that this could go on another day or two. I guess this is what they call prodromal labor, no fun. I was feeling pretty discouraged by then and thinking there is no way I am doing this for 2 more days. So we went walking some more. Tuesday evening by 7:00 they were coming every 3-5 min. and I was moaning through them, we decided to call for the doula. She arrived around 9:00 and watched me for a couple of hours before she decided to check me and see where we were. I was having a very atypical labor pattern and she just wasn’t sure what was going on. I would have 3-4 contractions that were 2-3 minutes apart and then not have one for 5-7 minutes. I was 4-5 cm. and baby was super low. We called for the midwife, she arrived around midnight. I continued to labor through out the night with the help of the doula and John, changing positions a lot and needing lots of counter pressure on my back. This was a surprise since we were all certain that baby was in great position. Guyler woke up around 4:30 AM and the doula and midwife suggested that I nurse him to see if that helped things along.
They got us set up in bed, me on my side and John behind me with his knee in my back so I could roll into him for counter pressure when a contraction came and Guyler started nursing. It was about 3 contractions later when I felt a pop and a gush and my water broke and soaked everything, good thing we put plastic sheets on the bed. The midwife came in to check the baby and everything was great. Then the contractions hit, much more intense but not closer together. I worked through a few on the toilet and was getting a bit grunty at the end so she asked to check me one more time. I was a 6 at this point, this was the last vaginal exam she did. I wanted to get into the tub so bad at this point but because my contractions were so spaced out they were afraid that it would slow things down too much, so we waited a while, I labored on the toilet for a while since that really seemed to bring the contractions on stronger and then on the birth ball. Finally at @ 7:00 AM I got into the birth tub. We had it set up in the atrium in the center of our house, so we were outside. It was so nice to be in the water. The doula encouraged me to feel for the baby’s head, I could feel the head was about an inch inside so I knew it was okay to push. I pushed squatting, reclining, on hands and knees, with my ankles pulled in like a butterfly stretch. There would be progress during each push but I just couldn’t quite get the baby to come under the pubic bone and stay put. After about 2 hours of pushing, my husband got into the pool with me so that I could lean against him and get better leverage. Then I was able to pull my knees back and push. The contractions had really spaced out by then. I remember thinking at times it seemed like forever before I would have another contraction. The doula says they were 7-8 minutes apart at this point. Finally I started to feel the burn at the end of each push and knew that I was getting closer. I could reach down and feel the baby’s head getting bigger when I pushed, this really helped me to know when I was pushing the right way. Since my contractions were so spaced out the midwife suggested some nipple stimulation to get them closer together to help me to get the baby out quicker. We were concerned that the head would come out and then I wouldn’t have another contraction for 8 minutes. The next contraction I pushed with all my might and felt her head come out. I remember thinking “I am really doing this!!” The next thing I knew the midwife is telling me to push, hard!!! She had her hand in trying to dislodge something, at the time I assumed it was a shoulder and was preparing myself to get into the hands and knees positions. It took about a minute of hard pushing without a contraction and out the baby came. Turns out the shoulders weren’t the problem, she had both hands up by her cheeks. The first one slipped out easily, but the second was more stubborn and the midwife had to reach in and grab it. The midwife put the baby up on my chest and covered her with a warm blanket from the oven. I just kept saying “We did it, baby, we did it” and then I turned to my husband behind me and said “I could do that again, for this result.” After a couple of minutes my mom asked if we knew what we had yet. I tried to reach down and feel and thought I felt testicles and a penis, but double checked and found that it was a girl, I had felt the cord. I hadn’t had another contraction since her head came out so we decided to get out of the tub for the placenta. Everyone helped me up and we made our way to the bed. All was fine until I laid down there and I started bleeding a lot. Luckily the placenta had detached and I was able to push it out without a contraction. We got Kathryn latched on and the nurse started massaging my uterus to help it clamp down and stop the bleeding, my blood pressure was fine but the bleeding wasn’t stopping. We decided then to give me a shot of Pitocin in the arm. They gave the Pitocin about 15 minutes to work while they kept an eye on me and Kathryn nursed. After 15 min. the bleeding was better but still more than they were comfortable with so they gave me a shot of Methergen (Sp.?) too. The bleeding was fine after that. We continued to nurse and rest, for the next 2 hours, Kathryn never left my arms. When we were ready for the newborn exam and herbal bath, the midwife did the exam on the bed beside me and then John took Kathryn to the scale to be weighed, she was 8 lbs. and 5 oz. They helped me up and to the bathroom, I had to be real careful as I was a bit woozy from the blood loss and they didn’t want me to faint. I made it to the toilet and had to sit for a few minutes with my head between my knees. I have fainted giving blood before so I think even a normal amount of blood loss may have affected me the same way. After a few minutes we made our way to the tub for the herbal bath, it was so soothing and relaxing. Kathryn loved it too; she immediately relaxed when I put her in the water, spreading out her arms and legs. After about 20 minutes John took Kathryn and got her dry and dressed and they spent some time together while I got out of the tub. I got settled back in bed and was given strict orders not to get up for at least 24 hours. My mom took Guyler to daycare for the afternoon. We made a few phone calls and then settled in for a long nap. Despite being 60 hours long this was such a rewarding birth experience for me. I felt so powerful when it was all over, like I could do anything. I have never considered myself very strong physically, but now I know differently, if I need to be strong I can be.
Kathryn is a great baby, she nurses a lot and is growing like a weed. At her 2 week check up she had surpassed her birth weight by 6 oz. She likes to stay up late, but sleeps for a good 5 hour stretch once she is down for the night. Guyler is getting used to his new sister, he likes to give her kisses, and wants to nurse right along with her. I am still working out the logistics of nursing a toddler and a newborn at the same time. For now I feel like our family is complete, but you never know what the future might bring.
What a great story!!!
Any advice you have for me in particular? Esp. if she's out of town. How was the backup?
Also, just wanted to say THANK YOU because I just stormed out of my bed super cranky because my hip and knee are all loose and achy and crummy and I was feeling all sorry for myself. Like "NOT something else!"
Now I realize its all preparation for what lies ahead and I should continue being grateful for my body and what it is preparing for.
You're an inspiration girl!!
An extrovert, married to my introverted dh since '01, mothering my girls C (2003) and G (2006).
Love homeschooling, reading, cooking (most of the time grain-free except for when I'm not
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), lactivist, former and wanna-be cloth diaperer and baby-wearer...
My DS was breech and so I never labored at all - we'll see how this one goes.
Your story is sooooooo inspiring - just the thing I needed to read.
Congrats on your lil girl and your amazing accomplishment!