What do you dream?
Last night I dreamt that I was on a trip with DS. It was about time for our bus trip home and I realized I wasn't near ready to go. I ran around like a chicken with it's head cut off, trying to get all my stuff together, and completely forgot about DS. Then I realized I hadn't seen him in who knows how long and went searching for him. I found him and he was totally fine. Playing by himself.
I still ended up missing my bus.
I think I've had similar dreams a few times, where I forget about him and later find him and he's fine. But one night I dreamt that I put him outside in the snow, I think as punnishment?? And forgot about him. When I came back he was like, sleeping in the snow on the back step. In just his tshirt and diaper... I felt so horrible....
I'm working on lucid dreaming so I can stop these. They aren't comforting....