I'm leaving tomorrow for New York. I'm going to be there until August 4th, by myself, doing an internship for a really high profile design firm in Manhattan. I have been working up to this for a long time, it is a once-in-a-lifetime oppurtunity that I had to fight tooth and nail to earn, and now I sort of don't wanna go. I am nervous about being on my own in a huge city during my 7th and 8th month of pregnancy. I wish I could just postpone the whole thing and focus on having my little bean and my family, and enjoy time with my fiance (we just got engaged on May 17th), but instead I'm leaving to become a big city designer for a little while, which is what I always wanted, but I just have so much going on in other areas of my life. Has anyone ever been on there own for 10 whole weeks of thier third trimester, or am I the only one this crazy? Do you think it's selfish of me to still be going?