Okay, here's the cruelest part of being now 40+ weeks. I've been trying to keep everything clean for a MONTH. I'm not normally a neat freak so it doesn't come natural for me to wipe off every counter every time it has a speck on it. But I've been trying to, because I know I feel so much more ready for a new experience when things are clean. But the problem is, I have a sloppy husband (who tries, but just isn't very good at keeping things clean), a sloppy dog, and two sloppy cats, so it's really an uphill battle. And I've only got so much energy.
Maybe it's because it's my first baby that I care. But especially with a homebirth, it would be so nice if everything was spotless and tidy and organized. Oh well.