Thank you everyone! I am still in the hospital on there old ratty broken down keyboard and computer... its a wonder this dinasour is getting the job done.
Well still here and still on that nasty magnesium... but I am getting a Tribuline pump to help me out and once they see that the pump will work with out the magnes. they will let me go home on the pump. So all that asside I am never leaving my house again lol
I miss my babies... and I keep losing it all the time and crying my eyes out that I want to be home with my dd. I know i shouldn't complain but I hate being by myself and away from my dd. And this feels like Jail... a little room, horrid bed... bad tv... someone comes in every couple of hours to tell me to take this pill or swallow this and drink all that... make sure you measure your input and out take.... *wankers)
I have not had very many visiters. And I am just so sad now.I can't stop crying all the time and of course because of this I must be having some sort of anxiety attach because I miss my family... So now they all want to
load up that pregnany hormonal chick" with adavant and get sleeping and quite.
I just want to go home curl up and bed and have these babies then call the ambulence and say "come and get em" and I can stay right here at home.
Loving Dh, Mama x 4, Surrogate mother to 5. A born 2003, M and R girl/girl twins 2006, S and C boy/girl twins born 2010. Processing/healing.