This morning has gone better. We are so bonded, I think, that our emotions depend on the other's emotions. He still is not understanding a lot, which can be frustrating bc I try to tell him that if I can understand what he wants or needs, I'll find a solution. I wish he would trust me more, bc he knows that I'll take care of him. It's like he hasn't reached the level to put it all together. I feel really guilty about putting him in daycare, also. There aren't many choices around here, so I put him in the best one available. He screams for me in the morning to not leave him. When I come pick him up in the afternoons, he seems to be happy playing. But I am young and have always dreamed of studying English.... so I am putting my needs first. The tantrums have gotten worse since he started school. I don't know if it is age, the separation anxiety, or the school. I feel some resentment from him. Thank you for the reassurance at a time where that's probably what I'm looking for. This is a time where I am questioning my parenting skills, as with the baby stage I felt solid, bc he was very content.