I'm not worried that there's not going to be a baby. I'm not worried about dates or anything.
I'm worried about twins. The hcg levels were quite high (66 at 10 dpo, 1400 at 17 dpo; absolutely POSITIVE as to when we conceived). This was an unplanned pregnancy, and it makes baby #4 for me. I can barely function with 3 kids... I'm scared of how I'll manage with 4, and terrified of how I'd manage 5.
The father most likely won't be able to make it to the hospital in time to be with me during the ultrasound, which makes me extremely sad. My 8 y/o daughter will be with me, though.
I need some support. I have a lot of friends IRL, but none that really understand or know what to say.
Please give me the strength...