You know the song "You are my sunshine"?
I played it for the daycare kids yesterday. There's a part that goes
"The other night, Dear
as I was sleeping
I dreamed I held you
in my arms.
When I awoke, Dear
you were not with me
so I hung my head
Last night I dreamed that I had Kalten with me. I didn't dream about his birth, just that he had been born. I saw his face, and he was so beautiful and smiling. I was so happy that I was carrying him everywhere, showing everyone, even though I knew that I should be resting and recovering. (I was even looking forward to making a post on this board!)
Then I woke up and he wasn't here, and I was so sad. I thought of that song, and I pulled out my notebook I use to write him letters, and I told him all about it.
Then I remembered that today is Thursday and there are only four weeks until our due date, so it wasn't so bad. I'm getting impatient.