I really don't think I am. Something's changed in the last two days, and I can tell that I'm getting close to labor. I've got intense pressure in my pelvis anytime I'm not actually lying down, which is not surprising since our best rough estimate via u/s is that there is about 12 1/2 pounds of baby in there. I'm contracting constantly, varying from 6 min to 15 min, night and day with no letup except when I'm actually sleeping, and they're INTENSE contractions. Not labor yet, but WAY more intense than they've been before. And now my bowels have been loose all day. Truthfully, I feel exactly like I did a few days before DD was born.
I'm only 35 weeks, but honestly I'm not overly worried. It's too early, yeah, but nobody expected I'd even hang on this long, and if the babies were born tonight they'd likely be just fine. The ob, the peri, my old midwife and I are all agreed that we won't do anything aggressive to try and stop labor at this point, other than rest, so there's no point in running to the hospital or anything, since they won't even give me the steroids at 35 weeks. I'm in no hurry for my c-section even though I'm resigned to it, so I figure I'll just wait this out. So I'm just hanging out doing the waiting game for the next few hours/days to see if this heats up into full-blown labor, and trying to rest as much as I can. It's hard because I'm antsy and restless and I keep having random urges to clean house or bake bread or do other domestic-y kinda things.
If you knew me, you'd realize how funny that is. I just don't GET those kind of urges usually.
So I figure I'll hang out at home until it's clearly labor before I go in, since I'd rather labor awhile before the c-sec anyway. And maybe this will all subside, or I'll keep hanging on for the next two weeks until my date. Who knows?