I wish I were just crying. My emotions have been all over the map...literally. I've always had a hot temper, but have usually been able to control it pretty well. Now I have absolutely no control. Example: usually I just get annoyed or a little upset at my neighbor that insists on keeping speakers on his front porch and playing his music so loudly I can hear it inside my house with all the doors and windows shut (he lives three doors down and across the street from us!). Well, last week I went over to his house and pounded on the door to give him a piece of my mind...of course, he didn't answer. So, I yanked the cables out of the speakers (no, I didn't damage his property, only stopped the music). I'm not really that bold, but lately I've been ready to fight just about anyone who p***es me off, and they are p***ing me off much more frequently. Part of me likes this new boldness, but most of me is scared s**tless by it. I don't want to be angry all the time!