i am 36 weeks and couple days along with my first baby, and lately (in the past week or so) ive been going through a second phase of shock. its really a bummer because i had to get used to the idea of being a mama to begin with, and now ive spent the last 7 months thinking about nothing but this lil babe, dreaming of the day i would meet him or her, and now i feel like i did when i first found out!
specifically i no longer feel brave about birth... i was feeling pretty confident in myself for a little while, and now i really just dont want to think about it.
and whats the weirdest, is that i dont really feel pregnant anymore!
its really weird feeling this way when my baby is more active than ever!
i thought at first that it must be so abnormal for a pregnant woman to feel this way but i told my aunt how ive been feeling and she said she was the same way with her first...
any body else now what im talking about??