I don't want to go anywhere or talk to anyone. I think this is the main reason (besides good old fashioned stress) that I don't want to go to work anymore. If I could just shut my office door and get some stuff done, I'd be much happier about going. Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way and my boss keeps avoiding the calls she doesn't want to take by directing them to me. Also, DD3 is turning 5 this week and so now I have to go to the inlaws (got out of having them come here, TG). I had been planning a nice quiet family party, maybe going out for pizza or just chilling at home and having her favorite meal and then they called to ask when her party was going to be. Duh, if we were having a party and were inviting you, we probably woulda invited you. Hubby and I are at odds over this - his family had (has) birthday parties with friends and cake and games every year and my family had special birthday-person centered family dinners every year, usually only immediate family. Neither of us seems to be able to give in much so usually he ends up planning something and I reluctantly go along with it. So really, this year is a good compromise between the two, I'm just not in the mood since I'm so very pregnant and nothing is as irritating as inlaws when you're very pregnant. Heck, I don't know if I'd want to party with MY parents at this point. A quiet hotel room with room service and a jacuzzi tub sounds like a good way to celebrate a 5yo's birthday, doesn't it?