I'm hoping actually participating will help me feel more positive. I have a lot of fears about the baby's health, since my second child has a heart defect and a chromosomal disorder. And I do have an increased risk of birth defects b/c of blood sugar issues.
I'm due in the earlier part of the month. I probably won't be posting much about my birth plans, b/c I go pretty against medical advice, and don't want details on a public board.