I'm over being pregnant. Yesterday the baby moved to a butt up in the air position (feet in back)--from the feet to my left side position she's been in since 24 weeks. She's way way down. I can FEEL HER HEAD between my legs! I had had 2 days off from brown show. I had bloody (pink), shiny, egg white like mucous last night before bed. There was so much liquid that I thought my water might have broken.
I watched 2 hours of TV and had tender--almost painful--contractions but I didn't time them because I didn't want them to stop. I'd say they were about 10-12 minutes apart.
I laid down to sleep. I woke up this morning thinking, "OMG! I'm still pregnant. I'm still here. COME ON BABY!"
I'm just done!
On Monday I had another OB (mine was on call) who told me I was 'barely soft' and not dilated at all. When, the week before my OB told me that I was super soft and 'at least 1'.
Ugh. I just want to cry.
I can't go far from home because we have one car and I'll need to go get my husband ASAP from work (it's less than 2 miles away) if my water breaks. I really wanted to drive 90 minutes to get my little sister to watch my daughter if I go into labor (and 90 minutes back). But my husband doesn't think it's a great idea, so I'm stuck not going more than 5 miles from home. I have a feeling that part of why i'm not going into labor is that I am not comfortable with not having a choice between bringing our daughter to the hospital or not. She really wants to be there, but we don't have a support person for her, so I think that's making me nervous.
With a 4 year old being home all day is not much fun--because she's getting sick of being home! Heck, I AM getting sick of being at home.
Come out, come out, whereever you are!