I have been having depression a little bit, but not from the baby, it is situational (Stupid immigration problems!) When Anisa was about 2 weeks old, I was so upset and hurt because I kept thinking my child hated me. She would smile for her daddy, for everyone except me. Then at 4 weeks she would smile for me, but only when I took my booby out! Because she knew she was being fed... Now since she was 5 weeks, she smiles at me every morning when I pick her up, the whole way to the changing table she has a big smile on her face looking in my eyes. So Sweet!