to you mama.
And turning vibes to us both! I'm 38w4d and still breech/transverse. I'm also in a situation where no one in my city will attempt a vaginal breech birth.
When you see the acupuncturist, ask about moxibustion, which you can do at home 1-2 times a day. I'm running out of time, but I'm pinning my hopes on the chiropractor, acupuncturist, and moxibustion.
I also started using a flashlight last night--figured it couldn't hurt. I tried putting headphones on my lower abdomen, but it didn't seem to really attract her down there. So I'll try the flashlight for 10 min 3x a day.
What is helping me now is to remember that even if she were in the right position, I can't control the birth outcome and there would still be a possibility of a c-section regardless, which is the part I'm dreading. But I keep reminding myself of that, and it's helping me come to a place of accepting that I can't control everything. I'm also trying to focus on that feeling of meeting my baby for the first time. It's hard to not be focused on the now, but when I manage to visualize meeting her, it's very helpful.
But lots of
to you mama. You still have lots of time, so don't be discouraged.