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09-28-2007, 11:28 PM
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I am expecting #4 and for some reason I am SO much more scared about this pregnancy than the other two (DS1 was born into my heart, not of my womb). I have had infertility problems in the past, and this one is an IUI/clomid baby, but I am not sure if that is where this fear is coming from.
Even after two betas with great numbers doubling ever 40 hours I am terrified I am going to miscarry. I have never once had a pregnancy loss, am no higher risk than I was with any of the others, and still I am just FREAKED my ultrasound on Monday will end in an "I'm sorry, this pregnancy won't make it". I am not at all scared to be a mom of 4, just something happening to the baby.
Anyone else feeling more fearful without something concrete to pin it on?
Heather: Mama to my amazing boys A-14.5, C-13, & M-5.5, and my sweet girl S-2.5 and introducing our little surprise Liam Michael, born 12/28!