I post this on the main due date forum, crying so hard i could nt really see where I was putting it
I dont even know the best way to say all this except to just say it.My dh has a BAD drinking problem,it has gotten way worse the past few months.He is 22 and has drank daily, mainly beer,for the 6 months.
Friday night he went out and didnt come home till 2 am, saturday night it was 4 am,sunday nigh he came home from work and feel alseep at 8 pm and started drinking yesterday,his day off, at noon.Then last night he had a friend have, drank beer and when his friend left he wanted to leave and go to his other friends house. We got in a huge fight and he said he didnt care what i thought he was going to his friends, i would nt tell him where the keyts were, he was way to drunk to drive.He stared walking.
When dh is drunk he says really awfull things to me,it breaks my heart. I cant stand this anymore.It is EVERY night.I leave for work three mornings a week at 6:30,i only work till11 and he keeps V till I get off then he goes to work.Lately i havent been able to leave her with him cause he is still drunk at 6am.
I dont know what to do, i really dont.He still isnt home. I talked to my mom, my brother and my sister last night.They think i should move back in with mom and dad for awhile.My dh's sister and her two kids moved in with my parents this weekend,she is homeless.My brother says i should think about moving into mom and dads and letting Leslie(SIL) and her kids move in with dh.I dont know what to do.I like my little house but Mine, V's and the new babys safety is more important.My dh has never laid a hand on me but my brother thinks it could lead to that.
I have tried talking to dh, his sister has tried talking to him.Their own dad is a major alcoholic and heroin user. I just dont know what to do.
What i feel worse about is not feeling the same way about this new little baby that i felt when i was PG with V.