I started cramping about an hour ago.
It's really bad.
My question is this:
Is a miscarriage inevitable? I mean, abviously, this might be nothing, but if it is pre-miscarriage cramps, is there anythign that can be done or am I already on a path that can't be turned back?
If there is a possibility of doing something, I want to, but if this is just inevitable (again, I know this could be nothing, just gas or something) I would like to sit, and rest, and when the time comes, mourn peacefully, you know.
What should I do? I mean, honestly, my daughter needs me, and resting quietly, if that won't help anything anyway, I would like to spend time with her, and not rest and dwell, but i really want to do something if I can. you know?
Am I making any sense?
I'm extra worried, because I haven't really felt the same as with my daughter, I have felt kinda.....well....disconnected from this pregnancy. Also, My daughter spoke to me from the womb (I'm not crazy...I swear!) but it wasn't until like 8 months along, but I have been spoken to by this child for a few weeks now, and that makes me worry that maybe he won't be around for long, you know, and that's why he's speaking up so soon.
I'm just paranoid I know. being a mommy is my calling, and as wonderful as my daughter is, one isn't enough. I really want this child.