I'm so f-ing upset!
We had very little baby stuff left as most of it was sold off in garage sales last year. I listened to everyone around me telling me that I "shouldn't" have any more kids, and I played the game that I wouldn't and sold half of all my precious things!
So, I pulled what was left of the baby clothes out a couple weeks ago and I've washed, dried and hung them. Got the stains out and washed the receiving blankets.
Today I felt ambitious and decided take an adventure into the garage and pull out the rest of the baby things and start getting them cleaned and prepped.
The swing, carseat, bouncer, glider, and every other thing I have left is COVERED IN MOLD!!!!
I don't understand! I put everything away clean and double bagged!
I'm crying right now, actually balling!
We have no f-ing money, we're late on the mortgage and have a shut-off notice on the freaking gas, and everything I was counting on to get us by for the baby is ruined!
I can't wait for this stupid f-ing year to be over!!!!!!!!!!