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This is really just a vent but I'm so tired of feeling like such a loon...to doctors (can't even find one of those right now...), to friends, to family. I'm tired of feeling so 'out there'. As you can see I live with total mainstream everywhere I look. I have to go to a 5 yo's b-day party today and I'm planning a homebirth so that will be annoying discussions... I refuse to lie or not tell people though. Vaxing *will* come up b/c most know I don't 'do that' and that I'm planning to send dd to preschool. The 'what are you going to do' question will come up. I like these women/moms and I feel so 'out there'. I hate it.
Oh, I don't know, I guess I'm too chatty/open. I just can't keep my mouth shut. I feel as if I'm condoning the idea that I'm 'doing something wrong' if i'm not willing to share when the subjects come up. These things come up all the time in discussions with other moms..... they just do.
As for the 5yo bday party....it will be a bunch of moms chit chatting while our kids jump in a bounce house. I'm very pregnant and birth plans will come up... These aren't busybody women...they're really nice and smart and caring. They won't debate with me or make rude comments....most likely they'll be fascinated and curious. It's *me* that will feel like a freak. I just wish the things I did/do wouldn't be so 'out there' to most people.
just venting. sorry!
Happy to be a mommy and teacher to D , born 1-17-06 via and A , born 10-6-08 with a
Laura~ wife to my stuntman, Stig, mama to Gavin Rutgar (4) and now Wyatt Andreas (1) and 2 little .