I am not sure if this is the right place to post this and I don't really have anyone in real life to talk to about it, aside from receptionists that disconnect my call or put me on hold for so long I have to hang up to. Intervened with a child induced disaster.
I have a lump in my breast I went to a urgent care and they said it was probably just a cyst because of my age, health history etc. She recommended a mammogram but when I called to schedule one I was told I can not bring my kids with me. I don't know anyone in the city I just moved to who I would trust to watch them, and I know they would just sit quietly and watch for the supposed fifteen minuets the procedure will take.
On one hand I feel it's not to big of a deal because in my totally non professional opinion, but from what i have learned from google the urgent care nurse was probably right and it is just a cyst. However I do want to get it drained or removed because this month and last month, the week before my period it w just plaipainful and huge. I wish I had one on both sides despite the pain because I look lopsided by a whole cup size. I have been getting odd looks I don't appreciate the past couple of days.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.