Before I got in the shower today I was checking over myself in the mirror. I saw a dark bluish mark above my butt crack and went I went to feel it I felt an indentation like crevice. But thats not the weirdest part.. While contemplating this, I ran my hands across and over the mark, I couldn't really feel myself touching my body. It wasn't numbness, just a significant lack of feeling in that area. Kind of like when you get surgery and you touch your skin while the anethesia is wearing off.
Could this have something to do with me getting an epidural during my labor? Or the fact that I split my sphincter in two?? (I tore from front to back and tore the inner wall from my vagina to anus in half. It took 30 minutes to get stitched up inside)