I feel like I am such a spazz on this thread- a hernia! A cyst ! Argh!
Here is my Update-
I had been SCARED to get the u/s but all you nice people plus many in person people I talked to assured me that it was fine. So I am now eager to get one- ony thing is now I simply have to wait for a schedule opening- which is about 10 more days away.
I was given a chance to get one at the hospital yesterday as opposed to the gyno office- and I went in the door of the hospital and my skin started to crawl and I booked out the door. I am not a fan of hospitals.
So I figured I have waited this long I can wait another week to get it in the calm gynocologist office.
However- I went back to my chinese doctor and he said it is definately an ovarian cyst. He even said if we cant get rid of it w- his herbs and stuff then I wil need to have surgery. scary. I am not going there now.
We are trying 2-3 months of herb treatment.
Furthermore, my basic health problem is that I have way way too many dental surgeries in a 2 year period- and my body got over toxified with novocaine and other things dental surgery related.
My doctor ( chinese doc) said that this is why my uterus and ovaries are VERY weak and I am unable to conceive. He said I need to stop ttc for now and focus on cleaning out the cyst and strengthen my organs.
I said- will I ever be able to conceive, and will I ever be in full health again?
He said- I don't know.
That freaked me out! But I am of course feeling hopeful again.
So now- I decided to do more to detox this old dental surgery stuff from my body. Also, once I have the u/s I can know the specifics of my condition and know how to treat it.
It hurts and then I forget about it, but somehtig is definately wacky. He said because we were trying to make a baby I was drawing a lot of attention and energy there. He said I need to try to be happy and think less about my body now.
So the new thing I am adding is regular saunas. I did my first one yesterday and I am gong again today. this holistic clinic around here has a infared sauana.
I did 1/2 hour in there yesterday and it was amazing. I am hoping this will help me to detox these old toxins. My doctor said I do not really need to change my diet as my problems are more from the risidual dental surgery toxins residing in my organs, and my diet is good.
So this is where I am at. I am glad I did not do the u/s yesterday cause it was so scary to be in the hospital. But I am looking forward to doing it soon. And I am doing chinese herbs with a VERY reputable doctor for now, plus compresses. I am stopping ttc for a few months and trying to be happy.
I pray to heal and I pray that if it is in fact a cyst tjat it is the least dangerous and least troublesome kind, filled with water.