He was 6lbs,0oz 18 inches long and had dark hair like his daddy. 10 fngers and 10 toes. And he's left a hole in my life that I don't know if I'll ever be able to fix.
I hope you all have wonderful deliveries and beautiful babies. I'm not sure I'll be able to handle being in this forum for a long time.
Amy WAHM to Elle 3/2/2004, Meadow 12/02/2006, Azaliah 4/09/2009, and Olive 09/23/2011. I have been married to my husband Bill since 2/22/03.....
We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.
This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!
~ author unknown ~
75% Crunchy 25% Smooth
Raising 2 peanuts. #3 due in June
Married to my best friend Mama to DS1 4/2009, DS2 3/2011, and DS3 12/22/2014 and two Remembering 3/2008
How devastating I am completely heartbroken for you
He sounds absolutely perfect... I love his name.
I had a loss @ nearly 23 weeks & that was the hardest thing I've ever done. I can't imagine losing a baby at term :
Please feel free to pm me any time & visit the pregnancy & birth loss forum- the women are wonderful there
And he's left a hole in my life that I don't know if I'll ever be able to fix.
Psalm 147:3 "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds."
Isaiah 25:8 "He will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign Lord will wipe away the tears from all faces; he will remove the disgrace of his people frlom all the earth. The Lord has spoken."
As my siggy says, you do not cry alone.
I am so sorry to hear about your precious Soren. I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.
I lost a son 7 years ago at term also, actually he lived (very sick) for a little while. Its different and I'm not trying to compare, but you are not alone.
Even though it happened to me I still don't know what to say, except that losing a child is a permanent loss, but you won't always feel like this. Letting yourself feel the pain and being gentle with yourself will help. I am just so so sorry.
Please know that my heart is with you and my prayers are with your family and your precious son, Soren Emery.
: Mother (4/11/06) to Josephine and (4/23/09) to Oliver and baby (due June 1st)
Babies: Angel (6/29/02), Tiberius (3/8/11), Lillianna (12/27/11)